about last night . aku gaduh sekejap an sister ku . balit nya dari kerja petang ya ,tido sekejap nya . then , pas nya tido nya mandik . rancangan nya mao gi sarikei with her friends . anak nya , aku la jaga . cam anak aku jak -_- nang sehari-2 bos kecik ya with aku . ehhh ! since parents aku sikda , nya aku yang jaga . kakak aku ? hmmm . tahh la . ok ok ! camtok cita nya . malam tadik dalam kul 10.30 kalik bok nya balit . sapa sik marah ! cuaca malam tadik dah la sik bagus . guntur sia sitok . plus , kilat gik . dah laa aku an bos kecik jak tinggal rumah . aku ada juak perasaan takut ! sapa sik takut oii ! dak kilat dak guntur malam-2 . tinggal mekduak jak di rumah . -_- perasaan marah nang membuak na malam tek ehh ! ngenang nya kakak aku . sapa sik sayang kakak oii .
malam tadik aku text with Ben juak . im happy dear ! happy sebab text bodoh nya . nak jiwang-2 taikk babun ya . hahaha ! *tetak sik ikhlas . tapi lam hati sapa tauk nak ohh ? then , malam tadik Pyjam agak aku juak . aku soh nya bik Chocs with my lovely sis Nieta . love her so damn mucc ! ohh Pyjam . sempat gik kau ungkit tarikh 22 DISEMBER 2008 ya ohh ? hahaha . for those yang sik tauk , ya date mekduak dolok . hmm ! we have been couple on that date . tapi relationship mek duak bertahan setahun lebih jak -_- sik da jodoh kalik . now , nya pun da da gek ba and he loves his Girl so muchie-2 kan Pyjam ? kita kan kawan . 22 Diesember in memory ♥ ♥ :] i have my Ben bah ! my heart keeper .
tadik ku ator blog Ben . ehh ! bencik ku nangga . kacak header nya oii even simple . nyesal ku molah pake Ben ehh ! dengki ku . cilabenggg na . hahaha . tapi sikpa laa . demi yang tersayang . lak ku hancur gik blog kau Ben ! haha . dari malam tadik dah nya soh ator , tapi aku bok tauk email & password nya petang tek . hehe ^_______^
sikda mood ku oii . pas mandik tek aku masak . takut parents atang lak , maybe sidak terus mao makan . well ! penat bahh . tinggal mek duak bos kecik jak kat umah tok . kakak ku jalan gi pasa tek . pas Maghrib camya parents atang . syokkk la ku tok tek . actually , aku just online tok . lam bilit bah ! PC kan lam bilit . bos kecik nangga katon jak diluar ya . then , ku dgr bos kecik madah nenek atang ! maybe mamie ku datang . yesss ! nang bena mamie ku datang . lom apa-2 gik , da kenak bego . yarabbi ! Tuhan jak tauk gney rasa hati ku oii . mamie ku nganok aku sik kemas umah . leka biak kecik ya nyimbo barang . sikkan ku nak anok biak kecik ya kott ! aehhh ! lelah na ku . dah laa rumah nang aku jak kemas . dalam sehari duak kali nyapu tam babun kecik ya . kakak aku ? mun hal rumah iboh ditanyak . sikda nya maok tolong ngemas ! fedupp na ku ! ku malas nak melawan ehh . so , aku kemas la barang dak di simbo babun kecik ya . rasa mao nangis jak ku ehh ! pasya kakak ku atang . ya nya mbak muka eksen ! geram na ku . aehhhhhh ==' kemas semua barang !
pasya sidak gi dapur . makan ! abah ku ajak makan , ku padah lak ikit jak mun rajin . sikda selera ku nank ngga makanan dah . aku kemas jak barang di luar ya . pasya aku balit bilit . merebahkan diri diatas tilam dah menangis ! puas ku nangis terus ngadap PC . and now , aku update blog ! dalam ya ku nangis oii . ni sik . kecik bebena ati ku di polah camya . sik appreciate langsung apa ku polah . saba jak lah ohh ! makan ? ehh . sikda slera ku nak makan . text ? aku pada Ben aku sikdamood . sorry Bie , im really not in mood right now . sorry gegilak ! i hope u understand my situation now . I LOVE YOU ! hmm . GIVE UP ku ehhhh ! huhhh~ now , aku layan lagu kat Blog aku jak . now , sikda org lalek an aku ! ingat kan happy bila parents balit . i miss them bah ! ;( *crying . PAHAL AKU SUKA GILAK MENGALAH ha ? sik sampe ati ku mao lukakan hati org ba . tapi mun orang ya sik penah maok piker perasaan orang lain !
BABENGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
mamie ! you might be disappointed with me . but im sorry ! kmk sik dpt jadi anak yang baik for you mum ! i try my best untuk menjadi anak yang baik . i try my harder mum . lamak tok sik penah mek merungut . apa ktk soh kmk polah bah . even benda ya hurt kmk pun . kmk diam jak lamak tok bah . bayangkan ktk mamie ! umur bos kecik ya dekat nak 5 tahun . lamak juak kmk saba bah ! kmk bebena kecewa ehh . mun kmk mcm-2 jak di kerepak ktk . hal rumah , hal study . tp mun kakak ktk diamkan jak . mamie ! plss la . nya dah matured ma . sepatutnya , nya pande berfikir . sampe anak nya sik di kipal . rasa dianak tirikan jak ehh !
tok lirik nya . DONT GIVE UP
This goes out to my homegirls
This goes out to my homies
Baby girl, I know that you've been off track
You feel like taking one step forward, taking two back
No matter how hard you try, things always go bad
The thought of a better life, you'll never know that
You smile on the out, but inside you hurt
You say that you're fine, but you feel unsure
Try to replace the pain by saying false words
You see that girl in the mirror but don't know her
But the tears can't wash away
All the fears you haven't faced
Baby girl, don't lose your faith
'Cause the storm don't last always
This goes out to my homegirls
Know it's hard to make it in this world
I know you try
And it feels like
Nothing goes right
But it'll be alright
This goes out to my homies
Tryna survive out in these streets
I know it's tough
Forced to grow up
Life is messed up
But keep ya head up
Baby boy, the streets, it's all that you know
You dream of a higher place, but you stay low
And when you go home and mad and you're all alone
Wanna call out to your boys (but they're all gone)
You tell yourself (that you don't need)
No one else (but if only)
You would try (won't give no need)
Won't have to hide (what you're feeling)
But the tears can't wash away
All the fears you haven't faced
Baby boy, don't lose your faith
'Cause the storm don't last always
This goes out to my homies
Tryna survive out in these streets
I know it's tough
Forced to grow up
Life is messed up
But keep ya head up
This goes out to my homegirls
Know it's hard to make it in this world
I know you try
And it feels like
Nothing goes right
But it'll be alright
Baby girl, keep your head up
Promise me you'll never give up
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ,oh
Baby boy, keep your head up
Promise me you'll never give up
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ,oh
This goes out to my homegirls
Know it's hard to make it in this world
I know you try
And it feels like
Nothing goes right
But it'll be alright
This goes out to my homies
Tryna survive out in these streets
I know it's tough
Forced to grow up
Life is messed up
But keep ya head up
made me cry ! the lyrics was amazing . aku suka ! aku dengar masa ku bukak youtube . hmm . best kan ? frust frust dengar lagu camtok . makin maok nangis . HAHAHAHA . pa jak laa . lirik ya jak padah DONT GIVE UP , tapi aku tok dah lamak dah give up . aehhh ! i fake my smile . no one know inside our deep heart ba kan ? haha . just take it easy in our life bebeh ! ;] pa jak nasib oii ! lamak ku idup sik penah org appreciate apa ku polah . kesian bah aku ! aku sik pande nak terus terang ehh . just blog tok jak tempet ku ngereco .
aehh ! Ben marah aku wei . omGeeee ! tegal ku sikda mood nak text tek . aku sikda MOOD ! sik faham ka ? semua orang mao marah aku . hehhh ! marah jak lahhh . aku pun dah sikda mood gegilak tok ! maok MATIIIIIIIIII ku !
MATI MATI MATI MATI MATI MATI MATI MATI MATI !
ppppfffttt ! panjang dah entry ku tok . ok la . ku mao mengundurkan diri & tenagkan hati . papai ! ♥ ♥ MAOK GI MATI LOK !
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